Quam Bonus Israel
 

"When I tried to understand these things, it was too hard for me; Until I entered the sanctuary of God …"
 
Oh wicked wind, you would blow me over with arrogant huffs and puffs, and yet, I stand.
I might have fallen in my envy, but I entered the sanctuary of God and caught a glimpse of the longer story.
How ruthlessly you rage against the righteous and the oppressed.
How blindly you assume that it shall always be thus.
But I have drawn near and entered into the Presence and in that glow, have come to know my Refuge, the strength of my heart.
 
This, then, shall be my evening prayer …
 
Psalm 73,  Quam bonus Israel! 

Truly God is good to Israel,
    to those who are pure in heart.
But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled;
    my steps had nearly slipped.
For I was envious of the arrogant;
    I saw the prosperity of the wicked.

For they have no pain;
    their bodies are sound and sleek.
They are not in trouble as others are;
    they are not plagued like other people.
Therefore pride is their necklace;
    violence covers them like a garment.
Their eyes swell out with fatness;
    their hearts overflow with follies.
They scoff and speak with malice;
    loftily they threaten oppression.
They set their mouths against heaven,
    and their tongues range over the earth.

Therefore the people turn and praise them
    and find no fault in them.
And they say, “How can God know?
    Is there knowledge in the Most High?”
Such are the wicked;
    always at ease, they increase in riches.
All in vain I have kept my heart clean

    and washed my hands in innocence.

For all day long I have been plagued
    and am punished every morning.

If I had said, “I will talk on in this way,”
    I would have been untrue to the circle of your children.
But when I thought how to understand this,
    it seemed to me a wearisome task,
until I went into the sanctuary of God;
    then I perceived their end.
Truly you set them in slippery places;
    you make them fall to ruin.
How they are destroyed in a moment,
    swept away utterly by terrors!
They are like a dream when one awakes;
    on awaking you despise their phantoms.

When my soul was embittered,
    when I was pricked in heart,
I was stupid and ignorant;
    I was like a brute beast toward you.
Nevertheless, I am continually with you;
    you hold my right hand.
You guide me with your counsel,
    and afterward you will receive me with honor.
Whom have I in heaven but you?
    And there is nothing on earth that I desire other than you.
My flesh and my heart may fail,
    but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

Indeed, those who are far from you will perish;
    you put an end to those who are false to you.
But for me it is good to be near God;
    I have made the Lord God my refuge,
    to tell of all your works.

 

 
 
 
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